I have been growing in awareness of the different state of mind I have been in for the past few months. It seems like God is opening up every avenue for me to be able to concentrate on healing from the past. I've bargained with God before on not making me work on that until this "other" crisis was over. God has always held me to it, but it seems like I'm at a point in my life where no "crisis" seems to be happening. It's giving me a bit of freedom to explore this aspect of my life--one which I am great at avoiding naturally:)

So I really have no reason, other than the usual fear, to keep me from going through this part.
Here it goes....